Love vs. Pain
I felt pain when my thirteen-year-old body
Was brutally beaten and raped
I felt pain when I had to keep it
A secret for nine months
I felt pain when schools kicked me out
Because all of a sudden I became bad
They didn't know I was crying for help
I felt pain when I walked to school
And saw the guy who raped me
Smiling with his friends
Messing with young girls who walked by
I felt pain when I told my mother I was raped
And nine months pregnant
I felt loved when she said
Do you want me to go to jail, or him?
I felt loved when my baby girl was born
Two days after the perpetrator
Was sentenced to fifteen years
Love and pain together
Love and pain together.

-Shirlania Post

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